Anthony likes being aware.

“I just want to be aware of it.”

“Ok.”

“It could all be used as a means to the end once the mind is made up.”

“I can’t get over how claustrophobic you can make me feel.”

“For the miserable, I’m just saying cancer, suicide or whatever else—good or bad, they are in the check out line using one or the other.”

“You are choking me here.”

“Their life is the testament, friends reduced, non committal, not there when they are there. It is always ‘Everything is fine.’ when it is not.”

“What is your point, Kevorkian?”

“They’ve made a decision.”

“What?”

“They are in charge. ”

“Ok?”

“And I can’t do anything about it, but I just want to be aware of it. So I ca act accordingly.”