Anthony has spoilers.

“The way I have seen it for awhile now is like a mudslide that grabs you along and begins speeding.”

“Like the coffee.”

“I can see that I don’t like myself much. I can see around others like yourself I am trying to make myself ok to make them feel ok, but I’m not ok.”

“You always make me feel terrible. But this is sadder than usual.”

“Ok there is that. It is not that I want to steal a bears lunch from in front of him. It is a discovery. I’ve removed enough distractions and now stayed home long enough to open doors in my mind that I haven’t been.”

“I keep myself surrounded by disillusionment to avoid shit like that.”

“It is there though. I see that I am fragile. I see I have this instability. I say this not looking from a broken place, like I’m in despair I say it as a revelation, something I have stumbled on.”

“This is for a couch.”

No. I would be searching through effects. I’m telling you that I am there in the room with it, I’m right next to the source of all the problems I would be talking about.”

“Spoiler.”

“I was first suspicious of my suspicion with all the good things happening to me; I didn’t enjoy them. Lately I wanted the money and job security to tighten down on me and not let any light in. I was strangely unhappy during that time. I started to look around.”

“You have to remember to use disillusionment as a blanket and this time cover your head.”

“Ive gotten to far in this empty house.”

“Spoiler alert.”